I am turning this blog into a personal journal. Lately, there has been a lot on my mind and I really need to channel it through somewhere somehow. My writing skills leave more to be desired, my photos are non-existent, yet I like reading posts about my family and me, so I will continue with this project. Last time I wrote was in July. Have  I had many changes in my life since then? Not really. The same job, the same husband (lol), the same life. Midlife crisis is getting the best out of me. Long gone is a carefree person I used to be… Now I am pre-occupied with mainly 2 things – college choice for my daughter and making my life less complicated. We applied to University of Pennsylvania for an early decision, which means if on December 12th we find out they accepted my beautiful, bright child, that’s where she will spend  the next 4-5 years. It also means  I will have to cough up a serious amount of tuition money and my life promises to never be the same!

I am planning to un-complicate and de-clutter my life as much as possible. Number one on the agenda was to resign the medical director job and just be a doctor. The best decision I have EVER made It is like a ton of bricks being lifted off my shoulders. So. Much. Better!

I stopped training and just started running. I threw away all of my “fat” clothes. I stopped obsessing about computer and phone. I started calling people and stopped hiding behind voice mail and text messages. I went to a gay club